I don't like this not sleeping thing.
8/31/2005 09:23:00 AM
The weekend was good. It was too short. The weather's still bad. I'm lonely and not looking forward to going back to normal life this week. It's only the beginning.
8/29/2005 07:29:00 AM
It feels like I've been in this rut for so long. I know lately I've started to notice it more because of my ill health (I've come down with another flu this weekend). I guess I've been waiting for that a-ha moment; that moment when the switch flips and everything falls into place yet again. I came upon the realisation that maybe I can't wait for that, maybe I should plan what I want and work towards it. I guess it's easy to spend all day in bed and want the world to go away instead of working. I made the plan of using today to plan what I want to achieve in the next day, week, month and year however the feeling that my head is full of lead is preventing me from doing anything much. Is this some sort of test?
8/14/2005 01:52:00 PM
From now on I'm going to keep everything to myself. I'm going to keep my thoughts, and my worries, and my dreams to myself.
8/04/2005 09:23:00 PM