RSM // journal

Right now I'm feeling very depressed and tired and just plain cranky. I'm not sure if it's me being sick, tired or hormonal (maybe all three?) that are doing it. So, I get woken up by text messages in the morning (which isn't unusual) and just as I'm getting back to sleep I get another. And there was the garbage truck and the inspection by the Rental Agent and then me just feeling sick. Tonight, the phone goes on silent, I pop a couple of aspirin's and fall fast asleep in about five minutes.

Does anyone actually read this page anymore? Would anyone miss it if I tore it down? I'm feeling unteresting these days...very uninteresting.
7/19/2005 10:02:00 PM

I have this assignment due and it doesn't make sense to me. It's accounting basics, and I like to think I'm quite bright (everyone's got an ego, right?) but I'm having difficulties with this assignment. There seems to be big gaps between the learning materials and the assignment. It may just be the fact that I'm behind, or the fact that I'm trying to recover from glandular fever, who knows. All I know is that if I don't get that "AHA!" moment tomorrow I'm just going to send it in anyway.

Lately I feel ready to implode. I feel this great change coming. In fact, I think I would have implemented some changes already if I hadn't been bedridden for most the the past month. I'm trying to find where my passions are again. I feel like I've lost myself lately (although other things are going extremely well), I just don't know where my ambitions are.
7/15/2005 09:08:00 PM

Hello? Is there anybody out there?
7/03/2005 09:36:00 AM

I am mad.

How does it take four days to do blood tests? Not all blood tests, just the one you're waiting on.

Why am I so annoyed about someone being online when they're telling me they're doing something else?

Why am I asking all these questions?

I have a few anonymous repeat viewers and I'm intrigued by who they might be.
7/01/2005 05:05:00 PM