Perhaps being kept in the dark is best for me.
10/19/2004 07:26:15 AM
10/19/2004 07:26:15 AM
I wish you could fold me up inside a shoe box, and slide me under your bed. I'd press my ear to the ground to hear the earth breath. Sometimes all we need is to listen to what she wants to tell us, a place that's out of harm's way. Sometimes it's others we think we should be listening to, rather than listening to what we're saying ourselves.
10/15/2004 07:44:37 PM
10/15/2004 07:44:37 PM
Today I spent the morning library browsing and shopping, and this afternoon I did aptitude tests from a book I bought titled "do your own aptitude tests" or something of the sort. I've discovered that my career choices based on these tests are as all over the place as the ones in my head. My ability tests all pretty much came in above average. I scored low on the technical and analytical side of things; the high points were acruity and spatial. My personality tests said I was a Rolling Stone and the description pretty much me when I'm on a slump, but me nevertheless. Motivation wise I'm a literacy/creative type which I guess is me. I bought the book in some hope of defining what it is I want to do career wise and needless to say I'm probably more confused then before. The only thing that came up two out of three times was Actor/Actress which I found amusing, but not me. I've picked up my quilting again and started working on that. It'll be back to uni on Monday though and there'll be no time for it until I hit Melbourne I think. The next three/four months are going to be pretty full on. Uni, uni applications, selling stuff, buying stuff, packing boxes, paying removalists, flying, finding a unit, unpacking boxes, etc, etc, etc, etc. Headache. I'm looking forward to it more than you could believe.
10/02/2004 06:52:57 PM
10/02/2004 06:52:57 PM
I've been reading through old e-mails tonight. I'm feeling a mixture of happiness and sadness. It wasn't that long ago we were fighting like cats and dogs, but it seems like so long ago already. When did the I miss you's creep into emails. Has the need to keep things from me disappeared, or am I still someone with whom you can only share some things. When did the need to push me away end.
10/02/2004 01:01:53 AM
10/02/2004 01:01:53 AM