I see all these websites of women who've got it together, who're living their dreams, are living the same dreams I have. I know inside me, that the only way to be like them is to get out there and do it; to live like there's no tomorrow. Somehow I just can't do it. I don't feel like I have the energy, the will, the motivation, the inspiration, the reason, the talent, or the ambition to complete any of the things I want. I'm just so sick of being in this rut, and being unable to pull myself out of it. I know I get on people's nerves by complaining all the time. I'm sorry, but I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to make it better. I don't know how to make me better.
9/18/2004 09:53:37 PM
9/18/2004 09:53:37 PM
I've just pressed "submit" on my Victorian uni application. I'm sure there'll be no problems with it (I've put in three preferences just in case). All my intuition tells me it's all going to work out fine.
And Ev, of course I remember you. I'm on ICQ on 5709203, or a lot of other messengers. Let me know.
9/07/2004 02:11:23 PM
And Ev, of course I remember you. I'm on ICQ on 5709203, or a lot of other messengers. Let me know.
9/07/2004 02:11:23 PM
Since Thursday afternoon I've turned my room upside-down deciding what books I want to keep and those I want to sell, I've starting organising photos and information for the items I'll start selling on ebay soon, I've finished a Statistics assignment, I've caught up on Communications homework/research and feel just as confused as before, I've bought a new matress and pillows so I can sleep in comfort, I've changed my hair colour to a browny shade again, I've bought a television, I've got used to the fact that I will get this because I deserve it.
9/05/2004 07:45:30 PM
9/05/2004 07:45:30 PM