RSM // journal

Tanner, I must apologise for flooding your comments.
4/27/2004 08:32:00 AM

Leave a comment with any memory that you have of me. Stolen from Miss Befcake
4/26/2004 06:43:00 PM

If I could make everything better I would.
4/19/2004 07:28:00 AM

I fucked up. I put the address for my "Contact the Author" link. If you have every tried to send me an e-mail on that link previously I apologise. You probably think I'm a bitch for not replying, but it was a genuine mistake.
4/13/2004 10:12:00 PM

I feel so good right now. So cared for and so loved. Although, I was rather delirious last night. I think that, that had something to do with the fact I haven't been sleeping all that well the past few nights.

I might go and do something artistic now and paint something.

I don't know how many times those words nearly slipped out of my lips last night.
4/12/2004 04:34:00 PM

Well at least now I know he's not dead.
4/10/2004 08:19:00 AM

I like to have secrets. I don't always put on show all the websites I like viewing. I relish on reading this sites and keeping them to myself. Let me introduce you to Heather. I've been reading her site for quite a while and find her to be so courageous and inspirational. Have a safe trip.
4/09/2004 07:09:00 PM

It's so amazing when a so-called friend says they must start their day, and thing minutes later appears in a different chatroom. I'm big enough of a girl to hear you don't want to talk to me anymore, or that you want to go room hop. I want to walk in there and scream at you "You've become one of them!"
4/08/2004 10:52:00 PM

I dreamt of four people (including me) on a sandy river bank. We had with us a komodo dragon suffering from syphilis that needed to be airlifted from our location before we were attacked by the hundreds of raptors (evidently the only reason that they were after us was because of the said STD). We knew we only had a certain amount of time before these raptors got us so we called to be airlifted out. We waited forever. There were two raptors on the bank that were as dumb as doornails (are doornails dumb?) and we were throwing things at them. We waited for a couple of hours getting anxious, and the other lady who was there was getting so mad that the chopper hadn't arrived. So I used the radio to call base again. I'm not any expert, but I don't think you're meant to say "Base, this is romeo. How are you?". Anyway, I was told that the chopper should have been there an hour ago. Low and behold the chopper all of a sudden appears, and we put the dragon on the stretcher, but it was too late the 'other' raptors (i.e. the smart ones) were arriving, so I jumped on the stretcher and sad on top of the dragon and we were lifted to safety. The chopper pulled out and I looked down and saw two of our group getting attacked by all the raptors. They were doing a good job at fighting them off when the chopper got too far away to see anymore. What happened to the fourth member of the team?

I'm going back to bed for a couple of hours.
4/08/2004 02:22:00 AM

I put my head to pillow at about four this afternoon for a short nap. I was thinking maybe an hour or two. At about 11:30pm I wake up and realise what time it is. Ah, nothing like a sleep induced coma to get the rambling genes in action.
4/07/2004 11:57:00 PM

"Assessment 1c: student is to research and explore an enquiry into a contemporary Australian management issue"

Any idea what I should do?
4/06/2004 10:09:00 PM

My own insecurities are getting to me today, and I hate it. I feel really depressed lately and nothing I do seems to help. I miss him so much, but that sounds so clingy and I know he's busy himself and it makes me feel so bad for being like this.
4/03/2004 12:01:00 AM