I watched "Martha meet Frank, Daniel and Laurence aka The Very Thought of You" last night. I love that movie. The idea of just packing up and going. Boy, that would be so nice right now. So very nice. I'm wondering if I made the right decision now. Maybe it would be nice to take a big chance sometime in my life.
In finding the right person you need someone with all the right similarities, yet all the right differences. Someone to read your mind instinctively, yet cover your weaknesses. 2/26/2004 08:28:00 AM
In finding the right person you need someone with all the right similarities, yet all the right differences. Someone to read your mind instinctively, yet cover your weaknesses. 2/26/2004 08:28:00 AM
Is it bad to keep something inside that's just trying to burst out? Even if there's a good reason for it? Even if by doing it you're keeping the harmony?
I'm happy, so very happy. I find myself liking how things are right now (well it would be nice if he was closer, and it would be nicer if I could stop FREAKING out about uni). 2/24/2004 10:05:00 PM
I'm happy, so very happy. I find myself liking how things are right now (well it would be nice if he was closer, and it would be nicer if I could stop FREAKING out about uni). 2/24/2004 10:05:00 PM
What have I got myself in for?
Seriously guys you have no idea. I'm doing five subjects this semester (the usual load is four subjects). I've purchased $415 worth of textbooks so far, they could be mistaken for an encyclopedia set if they all had the same covers. I have to take a photo for you, so you can see how terribly insane I am. My i.d. card has a photo that resembles me on the near brink of tears (and although that has quite often been the case lately, I was not at the time. It might have something to do with the computer system just deciding to break down at that particular point in time and how jinxed I felt). My class if full of teeny-boppers. Want an example? Two girls waiting to get their i.d. photos taken ahead of me in the queue - "Oh my god, I am so nervous about getting this photo taken. Do you think I look alright?". On receipt of the i.d. cards - "oh my god, I look so evil in this photo". I must stop saying "dude".
My Journalism lecturer (who prefers to be called by his first name, rather than Dr Such-and-Such) told me I was taking on one of the most demanding joint degrees because the faculties reigning them were so different. Apparently though women have a better success rate in these degrees as we're more organised then men.
Overall though I'm feeling pretty good because:
I think I'm going to do well (well I hope I do well);
I'm not just out of school, and I know I want to be there;
I'm not just out of school, and I have some maturity and life experiences behind me.
I'm sure there's more but I can't think of any right now.
I received a small fortune in pay today for holidays I was owed. Thank god. There's some relief there now.
I've been feeling rather low lately. I'm thinking it's just a combination of hormones and stress (otherwise honey, I've got problems). It's probably just stepping into the great unknown. Right? 2/18/2004 10:06:00 PM
Seriously guys you have no idea. I'm doing five subjects this semester (the usual load is four subjects). I've purchased $415 worth of textbooks so far, they could be mistaken for an encyclopedia set if they all had the same covers. I have to take a photo for you, so you can see how terribly insane I am. My i.d. card has a photo that resembles me on the near brink of tears (and although that has quite often been the case lately, I was not at the time. It might have something to do with the computer system just deciding to break down at that particular point in time and how jinxed I felt). My class if full of teeny-boppers. Want an example? Two girls waiting to get their i.d. photos taken ahead of me in the queue - "Oh my god, I am so nervous about getting this photo taken. Do you think I look alright?". On receipt of the i.d. cards - "oh my god, I look so evil in this photo". I must stop saying "dude".
My Journalism lecturer (who prefers to be called by his first name, rather than Dr Such-and-Such) told me I was taking on one of the most demanding joint degrees because the faculties reigning them were so different. Apparently though women have a better success rate in these degrees as we're more organised then men.
Overall though I'm feeling pretty good because:
I think I'm going to do well (well I hope I do well);
I'm not just out of school, and I know I want to be there;
I'm not just out of school, and I have some maturity and life experiences behind me.
I'm sure there's more but I can't think of any right now.
I received a small fortune in pay today for holidays I was owed. Thank god. There's some relief there now.
I've been feeling rather low lately. I'm thinking it's just a combination of hormones and stress (otherwise honey, I've got problems). It's probably just stepping into the great unknown. Right? 2/18/2004 10:06:00 PM
Well, tomorrow's my last day full-time at work. I'm kinda excited by it now. Everyone's freaking out and trying to make me guilty. Damn it though, it's my life.
2/12/2004 09:49:00 PM
Man, I'm freaking out about uni now. I've got to pay $500.00 in textbooks, dude. five-hundred-freaking-dollars. Current bank balance $50.00.
I want to curl up in bed with the man of my dreams, and listen to him whispering about how much he's missed me during our time apart. 2/10/2004 09:34:00 PM
I want to curl up in bed with the man of my dreams, and listen to him whispering about how much he's missed me during our time apart. 2/10/2004 09:34:00 PM
Well, I've been trying to kill four hours waiting for someone to turn up. I've started working on my inspiration book again, which is a soothing exercise. It doesn't seem to stop me getting worked up though. I think I'll go to bed.
2/07/2004 11:41:00 PM
Don't you hate it when a song pops into your head out of nowhere, like a whisper from the past?
"Head Over Feet" - Alanis Morisette
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault 2/06/2004 11:05:00 PM
"Head Over Feet" - Alanis Morisette
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault 2/06/2004 11:05:00 PM
I'm feeling as though I'm in that rut again. God, I hate that rut.
Dr Carter, if Abby doesn't want you, I'll take you. 2/05/2004 10:48:00 PM
Dr Carter, if Abby doesn't want you, I'll take you. 2/05/2004 10:48:00 PM