There's this habit I have, when I'm bored or just need a little amusement. I surf to random websites. It may be on the recent update list on blogger, or through the six-degrees of separation of links of a person's website. I put myself in the person's life, or the person they talk about. I become the jilted lover, the love you can't get over. The person with the horrible job, or the horrible life. The person who lives life so perfectly there's nothing but kind words and beautiful smiles to peer at on their site. I become the pervert, or the devout Christian. Sometimes it's just easier to place yourself in someone else's life than trying to figure out where you fit in to other people's lives and your own.
1/28/2004 08:59:00 PM
Man, oh Man. I've got so much to do this weekend, my head's already hurting. That may be due to the stress of work lately, but who knows. I've got enrolment forms to fill out. They're coming out of my ears. I've got two art assignments to finish this weekend too. Thank god it's a long weekend, and no-one has much money. Mmmmhmmm.
1/22/2004 09:43:00 PM
I've been feeling that feeling again. That small spark that wants to shine all day, that wants to make me smile. I'm dreaming more. Dreaming of being other places. Dreaming of a different life. I want to sleep, all day long if possible. I'm wanting out of my job..completely. I guess with starting uni that will be a whole new start for things. I'm looking forward to the forced busyness of it all. To have to be productive..to have to hurry off to work..to have to study. That spark still carries on, and the smiles still follow, and the constant thoughts of you are never far away. Thank you for being that wonderful distraction from the seediness of it all.
1/20/2004 07:25:00 PM
I've had a bit couple of weeks. My birthday was back on the eighth and to celebrate I went to the hairdressers. I'm now blonde with slightly shorter hair. Pictures may come, or they may not. I'm quite fond of it now. I'm just worried about the cost of maintaining it now....
That I've been accepted to uni and I've given my notice at work. I've offered to work casual hours for them if they wish, and even weekends if I can handle it. Orientation week is the 16th of February, so my last day full-time is Friday the 13th. I'm not sure if that's a good omen or a bad one.
Last night I went out with some very (new) good friends. It was fun. I didn't drink much (although I never do) but I had a good (late) time. I was told I look like Drew Barrymore. Which was slightly humourous.
I've spent too much money on books. I'm now broke. I managed to buy "A Clockwork Orange" and "A Catcher in the Rye" this week. I also brought a big book on mythology today with some vouchers I got for Christmas. I've now got three books on the go with "White Oleander", "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" and "A Catcher in the Rye". 1/17/2004 08:31:00 PM
That I've been accepted to uni and I've given my notice at work. I've offered to work casual hours for them if they wish, and even weekends if I can handle it. Orientation week is the 16th of February, so my last day full-time is Friday the 13th. I'm not sure if that's a good omen or a bad one.
Last night I went out with some very (new) good friends. It was fun. I didn't drink much (although I never do) but I had a good (late) time. I was told I look like Drew Barrymore. Which was slightly humourous.
I've spent too much money on books. I'm now broke. I managed to buy "A Clockwork Orange" and "A Catcher in the Rye" this week. I also brought a big book on mythology today with some vouchers I got for Christmas. I've now got three books on the go with "White Oleander", "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" and "A Catcher in the Rye". 1/17/2004 08:31:00 PM
I've got a lot going on, but not a lot to say. At this exact moment in time I'm feeling annoyed, lonely and selfish. Yes, wholeheartedly I-don't-give-a-shit-about-anyone-else selfish. I'm kinda glad no-one is around right now, I'd probably drive them mad. I have news, whether you decide it's big or not is a different matter, but it will come in another post. Not right now. I'm going to drag my sorry arse to bed, and get some sleep, so I can pull myself out of bed at an early.
1/14/2004 10:06:00 PM
So I've slightly changed the site. Well the colour scheme at least. I'm going to gradually clean up the content of the site (links included). I'm running out of room. I'm also thinking of trashing the commitment section and starting a separate portfolio section for things. If anyone's got any ideas I would be happy to hear them. Ahh we'll see.
1/11/2004 09:42:00 PM
Question - we're going to get American Idol screened here. Why America? Why not the UK Idol, or German Idol, or Pan Arabia Idol?
1/10/2004 09:16:00 PM
I've got a whole lot to say, but not enough brain power or emotional stability right now to try and piece it all together.
1/09/2004 09:45:00 PM
Hey people, guess what today is....
1/08/2004 06:50:00 AM
So what's everyone's new year's resolution/s?
1/01/2004 10:39:00 AM