RSM // journal

Let me gather my thoughts, and thread the words together, and we may have an update.
5/31/2003 07:21:00 PM

So I got my SMS to work over ICQ. That's great, if I ever want to send myself and SMS.
5/25/2003 08:58:00 PM

So here's the deal, my bosses want to train me to help with management and to take on most of the book-keeping. My problem is I'm planning on leaving in a few months. Do I tell them, or do I just go with the flow? I don't feel like it would be very fair of me to deceive them. Help, please.
5/23/2003 07:04:00 PM

I'm sorry for the way I was acting this morning. I hate acting that way, as much as you hate dealing with it. I need to talk to you. There's so many reasons why I wished we were closer.
5/23/2003 06:22:00 PM

There's this feeling washing over me, and I hate it. I need something, and it's not here. If it is, I can't find it. I need a "missing-piece" detector. If anyone has it, I want a lend.
5/18/2003 04:05:00 PM

Happy birthday, honey :)
5/17/2003 09:15:00 PM

You've wanted this for a long time, to be able to move onto something else. And how does it feel now that it's here?
5/17/2003 05:03:00 AM

The spark is still there, isn't it?
Your still there even though I don't hear from you that often, aren't you?
5/16/2003 07:35:00 AM

You know what I've always wanted to be? One of those trendy people with the dark bob, and the rectangular black-framed glasses. I then realised that most of these (female) people were clear complexion, skinny, good-looking and had the intelligence to match. So I'm reading calculus - hand me a dictionary and the glasses and I'll be there.
5/05/2003 06:33:00 PM

Happy belated birthday Jamie. I miss you and will write soon.
5/05/2003 10:30:00 AM

She steps out of bed and realises today just sucks, and goes right back to bed.
5/05/2003 09:59:00 AM

"For now I was in the period of my life when sexual desire was on me like a hunger that could not be satisfied, and it was always Laura I fantasized beneath me or beside me or above me. Like my friends, I was sometimes able to get my hands on magazines full of pictures of impossibly large-breatsted women, but though I might have taken those magazines into the bathroom with me, though I might have been first aroused by throughts of Doris Bishop, who sat across from me in Latin class, as soon as my hand was on my cock and my eyes were closed, it was only Laura I saw, only Laura I wanted to see" - Laura, Larry Watson
5/04/2003 09:26:00 PM

I lost my nerve.
5/03/2003 09:01:00 PM