I've been sitting here for a while, trying to think of how to work a message to you. And I can't, I just can't. I'm afraid anything I'll do will just push you away farther. Some days you say little things or you act a certain way and you make me believe that possibly you feel the same way. I believe it. Sometimes only for a minute, sometimes for days. I just crave your attention. I just crave your affection. Would it really be that bad to let down your guard occassionally and give in to me.
3/31/2003 07:56:00 PM
I feel like I'm filled with a jumble of words, and if I even start to try and write them down you'll think I'm a lunatic. I can't think straight. I suppose three glasses of wine might do that to a person.
3/29/2003 10:26:00 PM
Tell me you love me, even if you don't mean it. Tell me you miss my smiling face and my awkward way. Tell me I'm beautiful and make me smile all day.
3/21/2003 08:53:00 PM
Hey Kathy! I should really write, I know. I've been slack and pre-occupied. I promise to soon.
You. Yes you. I miss you. Terribly. Where are you? I know, I know. You're not usually here Wednesday mornings, but I was just hoping. It's not like you to not log on at all for two days though. Message me and let me know you're okay. 3/19/2003 06:54:00 AM
You. Yes you. I miss you. Terribly. Where are you? I know, I know. You're not usually here Wednesday mornings, but I was just hoping. It's not like you to not log on at all for two days though. Message me and let me know you're okay. 3/19/2003 06:54:00 AM
Do you think I'm as beautiful as I think you are? Wake-up next to me in the morning and make me smile.
3/16/2003 11:54:00 PM
Did I tell you? I got my hair cut. It's just below my shoulders. There's about 30cms of it missing. It feels fantastic.
3/09/2003 05:29:00 PM
I know I don't make sense. I'm strange. I don't think you'd be as attracted to me though if I was ordinary and normal. I get jealous of the way other people adore you. I'm selfish and don't want to share those good parts of you I admire so much. I'm mad at myself for not being as extroverted as you. I'm afraid you'll see things that aren't there. I'm afraid you won't like those things. I'm afraid I'll lose you.
3/09/2003 12:58:00 AM
I'll perhaps write something of interest when my heart feels lighter and my head feels clearer.
3/05/2003 07:14:00 PM
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2. Mention Christina Aguilera.
3. Mention Kate Beckingsdale.
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10. Use 'rave'. 3/05/2003 06:59:00 PM
1. Mention Averil Lavigne.
2. Mention Christina Aguilera.
3. Mention Kate Beckingsdale.
4. Mention all of the above in at least one post.
5. Write "narcissistic men misunderstanding of conversations" for no reason at all.
6. Also "msn messenger emotions, nick names".
7. Make sure you have a website of your own.
8. Blabber about how yahoo games won't load.
9. Mention either and/or penis, sex, love.
10. Use 'rave'. 3/05/2003 06:59:00 PM
Oh don't let me forget wearing comfy pjs and fluffy slippers.
3/02/2003 11:35:00 PM
There's nothing better than staying up late, dancing and lip-syncing to Ryan Adams, eating marshmallows and having the best conversations you've had in a long time.
3/02/2003 11:27:00 PM