I keep having 'perhaps' thoughts. Perhaps if I was smarter. Perhaps if I was prettier. Perhaps if I was more talented. Perhaps if I was somewhere else. Perhaps if I didn't grow up here. Perhaps if I gave it all away. Perhaps if I stay. Perhaps if nothing is as it seems. Perhaps if I never update. Perhaps.
4/26/2002 09:39:00 PM
I'm sick of all you rich, spoilt bitches. Must be hard to grow up without getting dirt under your nails.
4/24/2002 11:09:00 PM
I've been cleaning out old e-mail accounts lately. Reading over old e-mails and pining that things would be back how they were. Lost loves, enstranged friends, and lots of crap mail. I've been thinking of the future lately, and I'm not happy with any of the outcomes.
Questions for people:
Raven - where the hell are you, girl?
Tim - maybe someday?
Mia - what happening?
Bev - what went wrong?
Jack - truce?
Adam - why not?
Jamie - miss me?
James - want a flatmate?
Chris - do we expect too much?
Andrew - get me the winning lottery ticket? oh and a feather.
Bill Campbell - marry me?
Other things:
Lukas - thank you for your honesty.
Murph - You have the answers to questions before I even think of them. Thank you for soothing my soul.
Devon - thank you for proving why I don't bother trying to please people anymore.
Justin - thank you for your understanding, patience and forgiveness. I owe you.
If a question is directed at you and you don't understand, don't bother asking me. I probably won't remember what I meant in five minutes time. 4/21/2002 09:16:00 PM
Questions for people:
Raven - where the hell are you, girl?
Tim - maybe someday?
Mia - what happening?
Bev - what went wrong?
Jack - truce?
Adam - why not?
Jamie - miss me?
James - want a flatmate?
Chris - do we expect too much?
Andrew - get me the winning lottery ticket? oh and a feather.
Bill Campbell - marry me?
Other things:
Lukas - thank you for your honesty.
Murph - You have the answers to questions before I even think of them. Thank you for soothing my soul.
Devon - thank you for proving why I don't bother trying to please people anymore.
Justin - thank you for your understanding, patience and forgiveness. I owe you.
If a question is directed at you and you don't understand, don't bother asking me. I probably won't remember what I meant in five minutes time. 4/21/2002 09:16:00 PM
To all silent readers - I want to hear from you. To the strange people linking me, but when I visit your site I can't find any links - who are you?
4/21/2002 08:40:00 PM
It feels like my life is wasting away in front of me. I'm too lazy to do anything about it though. I've got a lot of decision to make this weekend, and I've had a lot on my mind lately. If I'm not around, not talkative, not replying e-mails/messages/posts - it's because I'm off in a dreamworld.
Forgive me. 4/19/2002 06:10:00 PM
Forgive me. 4/19/2002 06:10:00 PM
American Beauty made me love Kevin Spacey and Annette Benning.
The Hurricane made me get turned-on by Denzel Washington.
Notting Hill made me adore Hugh Grant and Julia Roberts.
Duets made me jealous of Andre Brauggher's (sp?) voice.
ER makes me want to be Noah Wylie's patient anytime.
She's All That and Down to You made me want Freddie Prinze Jnr. 4/14/2002 07:25:00 PM
The Hurricane made me get turned-on by Denzel Washington.
Notting Hill made me adore Hugh Grant and Julia Roberts.
Duets made me jealous of Andre Brauggher's (sp?) voice.
ER makes me want to be Noah Wylie's patient anytime.
She's All That and Down to You made me want Freddie Prinze Jnr. 4/14/2002 07:25:00 PM
T.V. shows I can't live without: C.S.I., ER, Crossing Jordan, Gilmore Girls, Becker, Everybody Loves Raymond, Friends, Malcolm in the Middle. I am not a television addict.
In other news I am very unsure of career paths at this point in time. Political Science interests me a lot these days. I'm sure it's just the state of world affairs at the moment which is doing it. I don't really understand it that much though. The more I read international news, the more I don't understand. Anyone who wants to explain it for me is most welcome too.
With the Keirsey Temperment Sorter I'm an INTJ - a mastermind. I'm sure in the past I've been and INTP (architect) as well. Oh well.
Ciao 4/13/2002 10:42:00 PM
In other news I am very unsure of career paths at this point in time. Political Science interests me a lot these days. I'm sure it's just the state of world affairs at the moment which is doing it. I don't really understand it that much though. The more I read international news, the more I don't understand. Anyone who wants to explain it for me is most welcome too.
With the Keirsey Temperment Sorter I'm an INTJ - a mastermind. I'm sure in the past I've been and INTP (architect) as well. Oh well.
Ciao 4/13/2002 10:42:00 PM
I'm blocked creatively lately. I'll post sometime this weekend with something. Unsure what yet, but I'll find something.
Send me love :) 4/13/2002 08:17:00 AM
Send me love :) 4/13/2002 08:17:00 AM
I'm like Ricky Fitts, but the opposite. It's not the beauty, but the ugliness of the world that makes me want to curl up and hibernate. I'm easily moved.
4/08/2002 10:15:00 PM
Okay, so there's some Spanish pop band on TV called Guilodorme or something. It's like non-english speaking N'Sync with accents and guitars. Okay, maybe N'Sync wasn't the best example because I can't stand them, but you get the idea.
I talked to a friend from Switzerland last night, he was explaining how it's mandatory to be in the army. I found this to be strange from a country that's supposed to be neutral.
I've been tossing up some ideas about starting an e-zine. They're just ideas at the moment though, so don't get too excited.
After screwing around for a few months, isn't it time to decide what you want? 4/07/2002 01:26:00 PM
I talked to a friend from Switzerland last night, he was explaining how it's mandatory to be in the army. I found this to be strange from a country that's supposed to be neutral.
I've been tossing up some ideas about starting an e-zine. They're just ideas at the moment though, so don't get too excited.
After screwing around for a few months, isn't it time to decide what you want? 4/07/2002 01:26:00 PM
Find out which Moulin Rouge song you are.
Why did I put this up? Because I'm proud of the outcome? Because I'm happy of what it says? No, because I like the picture.
Check out commitment - updated. 4/02/2002 08:02:00 PM
I've had every intention of updating, but someone's been keeping me busy.
4/01/2002 10:43:00 PM